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Extinction

2011-03-08T18:45:00.001+09:00

This thursday will be KCP's Graduation Ceremony.

Can you believe it.

1 1/2 just passed so fast.

Remember at first

I was so shocked by how small my dorm is.

Then after 3months I moved out.

Came to a totally unfamiliar place called Akabane.

Friends are limited at that time.

So 3 of my friend helped me.

Then the next day, I moved my Futon Bed all by myself.

That's the first time I felt so helpless.

But God treats me well.

After I moved into my new house, I got my new job.

It was a great good news to me.

So I started work and everything seems to go on well.

But I'm so wrong.

All because my Japanese is poor enough

And I hardly could understand what Japanese are speaking when they speak so fast.

Then it came to the bully issue.

Went through a hard time and struggled.

And finally, day by day, everything goes on smoothly.

So my life is all about work and studies.

It's not that bad.

But it's all about how you handle it.

Then I met a few buddies along the road

Helped me along the road.

Because of them, time really flies.

It's like always so fun.

And because of them, I get to try different things in Tokyo.

As a hairdresser.

As a 3DS fan, running all around Tokyo just to get it in hand.

Although in the end we earned lesser than what we thought we can.

As a homeless.

Studying abroad is so different.

Especially in a place that it's culture is totally different from your own country.

There's no use you throwing tantrum about your life.

The only way, is to accept it.

And this time something smack me really hard on my face

I failed my JLPT test.

It's like all my bubbles being prickled by needles of laughter.

I can't deny working in Japan is killing.

But because of this experience,

I stand stronger in Malaysia.

Cause I know, no matter how tough it is,

I've went through it.

I wanna thanks all my seniors and my friends.

My colleague, they even held a farewell party for me.

Sang a sad leaving song for me.

I wanna thanks my teachers.

They will always encourage me.

Although it may sound a bit fake.

But I know, our teacher are responsible.

They really do care about us.

Thanks for everything. All the best.

We'll meet up one day again. ;)

free and easy.

2010-12-14T14:28:00.000+09:00

Now I realized I never update my blog for quite a long time.
Now finally I'm done with my JLPT
But I totally have no confidence in it.

But who cares.
Like mom said, never cry over spilled milk.
At least I've tried my best.

I'm starting to collect infos on what can I do when I go back without any certificate.
And I saw HOPE!
So the only thing I can do now is to pray hard.

And I'm going back next week.
Schedule is almost full for the beginning of my homecoming.
And I have not even started buying things back home.
Raining these few days make my plan all go down to the drain.

Tomorrow is pay day.
And that means extra pocket money to get some new clothes for myself.
Preparing for the homecoming is always the best.
I'M COMING HOME!

delightful

2010-11-17T23:56:00.000+09:00

And finally I'm done with my mid term.

And the next one coming up is the JUMBO UP-SIZED exam.

Japanese Language Proficiency Test.

Then my life will bounce back to work study work study and sleep.

Tired but I guess this would be the last time I'm gonna study so hard here in Japan.

Then after I'm going to prepare to go home.

And work hard.

But first, I need a haircut badly.

Straight fringe? Maybe I should try something new.

Another 1more month and I'll be back home.

I miss my bed, my room, my closet and my TOILET!

Geeez

Seems like I have a loads of appointment.

3weeks can really blow me up I guess.

It's just such a relieve after everything.

So how are you doing?

Hi Juicy

If you are seeing this

I'm waiting for my Dr.Dre ;)

I dont quite like winter.

So cold, so freezing, so make me catch a cold.

I'm bad in updating blog I guess.

Is there any tutorial for this?

And tonight, the DJ got us falling in love again.

SCREWED

2010-11-10T14:11:00.000+09:00

Everything so screwed up.
Yes and I'm left behind right here.

Thanks for everything.
I'm not fine but I will be.

FRUST and RUST.

2010-11-07T01:57:00.000+09:00

Can someone tell me what should I do with my hair?

But don't tell me to let it be and leave it long.

I'll definitely kill someone or kill myself before that day even comes.

Should I cut it end of this month or after 5th?

I don't understand how a haircut can freak me out like this.

HELLO PEEPS.

I'm like extremely tired.

But I'm still not sleeping.

Oh good.

I miss

THE SMALL EYE AUNTIE

and the

THE SMELLY ANIMAL.

YONGSZEANN and LYRAYEO!

I wonder if you guys even see this.

GOOD NIGHT PEEPS.

Rest In Peace.

2010-11-03T02:40:00.011+09:00

This year was my first year I celebrated Halloween.

Some more in somewhere so high class in Japan, Roppongi.

We tried all plans just to sneak through the identity check just because I'm underage.

I swear my whole body is sweating and my leg is shivering.

But at last, we managed to sneak in.

The whole night was good.

The DJ was awesome.

And the whole atmosphere was so amazing.

A nice Halloween celebration, I guess. :)

1 more month then it will be my JLPT Exam.

An exam that decides my future.

From today onwards, I must study more than the others.

Less fun and more serious.

Tomorrow's Cultural Day.

And that means public holiday.

I gotta go bath and go to bed after I blog this.

And tomorrow 12pm.

I have a date with my books in the library. :)

Never update this blog since long time ago.

Out of words.

I remember me always being mistaken by you with Mimi JieJie.

I remember accompanying grandma to go visit you.

Maybe mom's right.

You're not sad.

You left after you saw your youngest son get married a week ago.

Maybe you left because you can't bear the pain anymore.

And maybe I should be happy because the god finally open the gate of heaven and allow you to stay in.

I know I shouldn't think that way.

Now that you're in somewhere better, somewhere you won't feel pain.

I should smile at you.

Tears falling down my cheek is because at that very moment.

I really do feel pain.

I just can't help it.

But I won't bring tears over night.

So from today onwards, you'll be the happy angel in heaven.

and I'll be the hardworking student in school.

Rest In Peace, Ginma.

ZOMBIE

2010-09-25T14:08:00.000+09:00

Finally I'm up early today.

Although I finish work at 5am this morning.

I'm so gonna slack when I go back to Malaysia.

Lie on my queen size bed

Watch TV with my 42inch Plasma TV

Drink water filtered by DIAMOND WATER

Drive around with my MINI GOOBER

My aim for now, is JLPT N1.

Once I pass that exam I'm gonna fly up high

My current plan is to work like shit until February

YEAH that provides if the current leader never get his promotion or what-so-ever

If he goes, means everyone goes.

And sooner or later, this shop will be so dead.

I really dont know what to update on my blog

I was busy lately

Busy working busy basketball-ing busy badminton-ing

Tired and satisfied :D

Don't worry bout me.

Cause I guess I'm leading a satisfying life

But I scared JLPT N1 lahhh D:

What should I have for lunch today?

suntanned

2010-08-27T01:12:00.000+09:00

I love being sun-tanned.

but not sun burn.

At last, we went to the beach at Enoshima :)

And that means Summer can end any time now.

But I still love beach.

Some more so many lengchai(s) and lenglui(s) to watch

Too bad no photos allowed.

And we actually managed to stack all of us up in the sea.

That was challenging.

But unfortunately some stupid fella injured his leg

And so we are hungry then we decided to pack up and leave for lunch.

Waiting for them to bath and this and that.

We finally reached McDonald and had our 550yen Big Mac Set. ;)

Then we went on for In-line Skates.

I eventually spend most of my time coaching them.

But it was fun though.

At night, we had our dinner at Denny's.

And celebrated Gan's birthday but no one realize that Murphy will be celebrating he's too.

Poor kid.

We played Truth and Dare outside the station there.

Till we're back in Shinjuku.

A tiring day but a happy day too :)

Sunburn really hurts, a lot.

I'm not half dead but I'm half alive.

Morning wormy

2010-08-19T08:29:00.000+09:00

Am I too stressed out recently?
I don't think so.
It's like working studying and sporting==
I woke up super early today wondering why am I so tired.
Then started changing and walked to the station at 6:51am.
And I was wondering again.
Why there's so little people in the station?
By right, at there should be people rushing here and there like a busy bee.
Hmmmmmmm...
While wondering, I board onto my train.
Again I realize the train was so loose.
But yet, I have not realize I've mistooken the time by one hour.

Until when I get off the train at shinjuku and I saw the hour pointing at 7 and minutes pointing at 10.
I took out my itouch ny handphone and whatever that displays time on it.
And BOOHOO.

Oh my freaking god.
Even teachers are not here yet.
Really depressed.

Seems like it's been a long time since I last update I guess.
There's loads of thing happened.
First, bout school.
I seriouly think level 6 is a big problem.
I don't quite know is it my teacher or me.
But in conclusion, I felt like there's not quite necessary studying this level.
Since they only pay loads of attention at M61

So what's M62 and 63?
Now I really know how those people feel when they're in classes which teachers tend to neglect them.

Then here comes another moron.
Accusing me for nothing.
I can really swear the worst feeling is not about breaking up with your partners or what.
Maybe it is to you but not to me.
Cause I don't inhale love instead I inhale oxygen, mind you.
The worst feeling is when someone fcuking senior or teacher accuse you
and you can do nothing but just shut our own mouth up.
I swear if my Japanese is so damn good I would just simply make you shut your own mouth
You god damn it!

I know my english is better than yours.
You're just looking at the answer sheet and trying to explain it in the worst way that I think even my little brother can do better than you.
You can't blame the other students doing their homework or sleeping in your class.
And I definitely hate the way you talk to me.
So what if I'm English educated?!
So what if I'm not going universities?!
So what if I finish the test fast?!

Knowing yourself ain't that perfect
yet you wanna expand your authorities.
I just simply hate you.
Hate the way you accuse me in front of the whole class
hate the way you stare at me
hate the way you talk at me

Anyway, at least I know, it's not only me.
Since you don't have friends it's ok you can find more enemies.

As in my work.
Some of them gone back to their country for holiday
Some of them went overseas or wherever for their summer holiday.
Left people like us still studying like there's no tomorrow.
So I have to help out for this time being.
Working midnight shift as in until the next morning.
It was my first day last week.
Seems that it's going well.

So I don't mind.
Due to me going home last month.
Last month and the previous month's salary was so low that I couldn't even save any money.
So I have to work more this month
since I have a week of summer holiday next week.

And I'm going Enoshima
to the seaside sun tanning :)
then to the skatepark.

Other than that is about basketball session and work.
What a nice and suitable summer holiday.
My dream was once a bartender at the seaside.
Don't you think is cool working at the seaside :)
I just like tanned skin :D

Ok I think I should stop here.
And seriously, I'm freaking tired.

Boing boing boing.

Leaving

2010-08-10T08:59:00.000+09:00

Happy time is over.
What's in my mind now are too complicated.
I really do miss you guys.
Can you guys just don't go?
Or maybe we can go together?

Can someone tell me it's ok to cry?

Creatures.

2010-08-03T01:31:00.000+09:00

Everything is on the track now.

Working like a slave.

Studying like a nerd.

Playing like an insane.

I won't say I hate Japan.

Except for the rush hour and the cold-blooded pedestrians

Everything is good.

After this semester it will be my 1st year anniversary.

Time flies.

I can still remember one year ago I'm not ready for everything here.

I hate standing in the airport and I'm the only one holding luggage among my family.

Watching my family tears but I can't do anything

I can't even cry for them.

Until now I'm getting stronger and stronger.

Maybe in future I'll lost loads of friends.

Close friends.

Everything is in my prediction.

Anyway I'm going back in DECEMBER.

Start having plans in my head.

The next thing I'm gonna look forward to.

Means COUNTDOWN !

Homecoming homecoming I'm coming home. AGAIN!

It's just an update post.

160710

2010-07-16T23:34:00.000+09:00

I thought my birthday will be so much more simple

But I'm wrong.

Cause I have a bunch of great friends.

From all those greetings to all those surprises.

And of course all those treats. :D

First year celebrating my birthday in Japan.

Nothing much to complain.

At least I have a bunch of friends :D

After school we went for Ramen.

And I was told to eat my first mouth without biting the noodles.

It's kinda tradition for Chinese.

Then we went Bic Camera to buy Electronic Dictionary.

I bought one for myself too.

Class without dictionary in Level 6 is totally insane.

I'm struggling so hard although the class is more on the slow pace.

But we go nowhere without having a dictionary.

Settled the dictionary.

We proceed to UtaHiroBa for Karaoke

From 1.45pm till 8pm

Super damn HARDCORE!

Totally exhausted.

Then we went for dinner.

Laughed like crazy.

The Japanese sitting beside us was like staring at us.

== Totally embarrassing.

Reached home at 10pm.

Started to reply Facebook wishes.

But I was totally shocked when I saw there's 100 notification there.

OMG I'm so TOUCHED!

Replied till 11.30pm then I went bathing.

And out from the bathroom

I saw my room's light was off.

I was going to scold my roommate ; WTH are you doing? Why don't want to on the light?

But I saw someone holding a camera and another holding a cake.

I stunned.

It was their birthday surprise for me.

Totally speechless. Totally TOUCHED.

I thought my birthday would just end right after the minute I finish bathing.

But there's actually something better.

Thanks everyone really.

I love you guys. LOADS.

Thanks for everything.

Words can't express.

Janine, 19.

It's time to grow up.

To make choices much more tougher than which handphone should I buy.

To accept facts that are more unacceptable than muscle is 3 times heavier than fats.

To live a life that is better than shake-leg-shake-till-my-pants-drop life.

To welcome, to treat, to face all kinds of people, all kinds of problem with a warm smile.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

140710

2010-07-15T00:22:00.000+09:00

Ok some humpty dumpty want me to update my blog

padahal she went out for supper somemore.

but she asked me not to WTF her.==

Another 15more days Anqi is coming.

20more days Justin is coming.

WOOHOO

Means start saving from now on.

Breakfast drink 95yen/105yen milk tea.

Lunch eat 100yen biscuit

Dinner eat maggi mee.

I'm totally back to this beggar lifestyle

But I'm happy with it.

Better than nothing.

After studying like shit in level 5

Suddenly realise level 6 super relax

Everyday waiting for the recess bell to ring

Then Scrabble in class

Sleep in class

Play in class

I asked Anisa is this level 6

She says YES

and that explains why she dont stay back in school to study nowadays

Seriously I think we overrun our brain when we're in level 5.

And I guess now we start behaving like a retard.

Running too fast in level 6.

OK Happy Birthday

To Me.

My only wish is to celebrate my birthday with my family.

Love you guys.

I really miss you guys alot.

Polaroids ;)

080710

2010-07-08T19:03:00.001+09:00

I gotta admit

2weeks of holidays are just so damn short.

Every night i go out with friends

Every morning i take my breakfast with my family

Never fail.

I hope I don't need to come back to study anymore

I hope my whole life can be so relaxing

I never thought I missed you guys so much

From the day I'm in Japan

Till the day I go back

And till now I'm back for the second time

Time flies

I really miss you guys alot.

And the only thing that made 100% 99.9%

I never get to see you at last.

I know and I understand well

And I always hope for the second chance

When we meet again

You'll be the special one

Someone told me I should be strong

Someone told me I can do better than anyone

For this 2weeks

I laughed till the max.

Just like how happy I am in my heart.

Being able to be with my families

Being able to hang out with my friends

Life's so much fun.

Till the day I have to leave you guys

I hope my laughter can stay by your side

Until the day I'm going back again

2weeks of holidays seems to be like a holiday for me

But seriously,

It's like I'm on Mission Impossible trying to catch up with everyone of you

By sleeping averagely 5hours per day.

I'm not complaining

I'm enjoying every single second.

300610

2010-06-30T11:30:00.000+09:00

Back here for so long but no time to update my blog.
Almost out for very night.
Afternoon and midnight time for friends
then morning and night time for family
thinking why can't I have more than 24 hours a day for this 2 weeks
minimized all my sleeping time just to have more time with you guys.
All those good times.

Wanted to make a trip to melaka and kl
but totally no time. Don't even have time to meet up with joy.
Really so sorry.
I really hope I have more time.
Supposed to extend my stay but at last I dint
so I'll be leaving on the jetplane again on Monday night
and I hate it much.

Iime left me and all I have is memories.
Too much things we did not came to a conclusion
How you really feel?
I'm curious

210610

2010-06-21T16:36:00.000+09:00

Finally it's a great bye bye to my End Term Test

For Comprehension,

I guess I need to retake.

For Kanji

I super confirm no more 100marks.

M51

You guys are great! :D

Ujike Sensei

Nikaido Sensei

おつかれさまでした

お世話になりました

ありがとうございました

また　来学期

So now, what's next?

RE-born

2010-06-13T23:16:00.000+09:00

DANG Thanks to my itchy hand I corrupted my own blog template

And I'm forced to edit another one.

I settle it in about 1 hour and rush off to work.

Now I'm back here stoning.

~~Exhausted Tired and Pain.~~

);

070610

2010-06-07T18:51:00.000+09:00

Super angry with the internet connection these few days

And because of the internet connection I cant upload pictures :(

So I guess I will upload when the stupid internet connection is better next time

First, I bought my Pentax last Sunday :D

Decided to take White.

And named it SHIRO-JOE.

I'm satisfied although my mind is kinda confused when I saw LUMIX GF1

But I know I can't be so greedy.

Since Pentax is what I wanted long ago.

So in the end I chose Pentax. :)

Then a few days later, it's the big event of this semester.

SPORTS DAY

I'm in GREEN TEAM

There's M51 M52 M53 M32 in GREEN TEAM

I participated in Relay and Tug-O-War

I'm the 3rd baton for Relay

And I was the first for the 3rd baton of that race.

But in the end the 4th baton ran 3rd in the race so we were disqualified for the final.

For Tug-O-War

We won through out Semi-Final and was qualified into Final

GREEN VS LIGHT GREEN

And we were the CHAMPION for Tug-O-War

And the other pair of GREEN TEAM in Relay won CHAMPION too

Although it's so super damn hot and humid but we did our best

We got the Overall Champion!

And I was told to represent GREEN TEAM to receive the Champion Trophy

I guess it's a nice and unforgettable Sports Day for me and of course for everyone.

I reached home and I realized cuts and blueblacks all over my hand and legs

I really have no idea what happen but it really does not hurt

So I didn't care bout it much.

I guess I'm IRONMAN3! ;)

050610

2010-06-05T01:58:00.000+09:00

Ok I'm super fucked up with the internet connection here.

I wanted to upload about Sports Day and about my SHIRO-ZOE

But I cant do anything now

F OFF!

dulan - ing.

290510

2010-05-30T01:54:00.000+09:00

I'm so excited.

and it's

COMING SOON.

200510

2010-05-20T17:18:00.002+09:00

Time flies

I was trying to think back

and i guess my memory stops at when Golden Week just started.

And that was like 29th of April?

And you know what

It BOOMS and now it's 20th of May

It's gonna be another end of a month

I always like to think back about what happened recently

And sometimes I wonder is it better this way

When we know life goes on

and we know what's done can't be undone

and we know we can't simply rewind our time like a cassette type

We tend to clinger on our memories

Like the others say : Let it go. Just let it go.

As time passed by and as I'm growing elder or even older

I really understand what does it mean by let it go.

Every night after I close my eyes and before I shut down my brain system

I think of what I did on that particular day

And I remind myself no matter what is it

Whatever it is bad or unhappy, I have to think it on the bright side.

Whatever I have done wrong

I learn my lesson today and I try to live a better me tomorrow.

Yes I'm a happy go lucky person

But please, that does not mean that I have no feeling.

I have my own way of thinking.

If you're trying to correct me or trying to change my personality or even character

I'm sorry.

I'm just the way I am.

Even till the end of the day, I'm the only one standing there without any support

I will take it as a lesson of my life.

I will get back up on my own feet fast enough.
And I always tell my mom
Everything you think that is wrong with me
That makes me special.

I don't like wearing skirts
I like to have weird expression in front of the camera
I like boyish style
I like to pose unnaturally
I like to Appear Offline when I'm feeling down
I like to spend my own money buying things I really like
I like handsome more than pretty
And that makes me special.

Ok end it there.

And I'm truly addicted to pen spin.

DDDDDDD;

This post's color combination are getting a little wild.

.___.

It's 20th

And I wanna tell you I love you.

o___o

140510

2010-05-15T00:28:00.000+09:00

DUDESSS

I went Hanjiro today after my classmate talk about it today.

Cause I was waiting for my roommate

So I dropped by Hanjiro in Shinjuku.

I can tell you if my father owns a Money Printing Machine

I will definitely buy everything I like in there.

It's like almost everything i like.

But the main point is

NO MONEY!

After that went for dinner with Gillene

Bumped into my Korean friends

Shouting my name starting from the very step they stepped in.

Super memalukan D;

Went Donki-Hote to buy Shin Ramen

And we tried on super nerd specs

So in the end we become super NERD

Walked from Shin-Okubo to Shinjuku then went Hanjiro again

This time worst.

I saw a vintage red shade

OMG

I really think for a long time whether to buy it or not

In the end Gillene nearly blow the whole Hanjiro up

Because of my hesitation over a 800yen things

Ok Close my eyes and just pay the money

But I'm very happy

:DDD

Cause your smile makes me smile like I never smile before.

100510

2010-05-10T23:44:00.001+09:00

MUHMUH DAY IS OVER!

Wished her on Facebook cause I have to work that night.

First year celebrating this where she and me are so far apart.

And heard from her, her crown prince did not wish her.

And according to my Dad, she's super behsong :x

Last week seldom talk to them too

Busy working and rearrange my bedtime.

Yesterday I slept around 3am

And thanks for that, God present me a bloodshot eyes.

Teacher was terrified. D;

Ok rewind back to the night before the last day of holiday.

After working from 12pm - 4pm

I headed home and bath and wash my clothes and do my things and clear my room

And then my roommates called me to go for a drink in Ikebukuro

When I reached there, they told me everywhere is fully-booked.

And some they need to check Identity Card

So unfortunately, we can't go in.

In the end, we went TenKu in Ikebukuro for our first round.

After that we continue our second round in Shirokiya till 2.30am at Akabane

Their dessert was terrific!

Slept at 6am.

Then force myself to wake up at 12pm the next day.

On my computer and blablabla with Facebook

And went out again at 3pm.

Went out with Anisa and Joyce and 2 other juniors.

Went Shin-Okubo for yummy fried chicken.

Then 2 juniors went home and we continue at Ikebukuro's Hidakaya

Now i know their Lemon Sour sucks

EWWWWW );

And this 2 cool activities end my holiday.

Now, I'm back in school.

Preparing for Mid Term.

After Mid Term, it will be Sports Day.

These few days are HUMID!

I don't know how am I gonna survive if I go back Malaysia.

Tasukete kure?

My blog gonna die soon. :((

010510

2010-05-01T17:24:00.000+09:00

HELLO

Anybody there?

It's Labour Day back in Malaysia today.

But it's Golden Week in Japan starting from today.

It means HOLIDAY from today till next Wednesday :DD

Fortunately, I have job for 5 days next week.

I can see money rolling in to me :D

Although there's no friend working together with me

but i guess time flies right

So what's that 4 or 6 hours

I still miss those Tuesday we used to work together

and i dont know what's up with the supervisor

Arranging me into wierd days D:

Bouncing to work in another 10 minutes time

And i'll be back after 4 hours

WEEEE

Bouncing off,

j9.

250410

2010-04-25T13:40:00.000+09:00

I can say time really flies

It's gonna reach the end of April soon

Yeah and i know

It's going to be nearer to my homecoming day.

Maybe I'll choose proceeding to Culinary Arts Professional College in Japan

And the whole wide world knows it will gonna cost a bomb

But i know, since I'm here

Dont waste the chance.

I should pursue my dream.

2012 - Armageddon

Should i believe in stuff like this.

No one knows when they will leave this world.

Do what you want, never regret

I like my hair so short

Oh ya I suddenly realize

Other than Facebook-ing

I have nothing to do with my computer -.-

Tonight's gonna be an awful night.

PUFFFFF

210410

2010-04-21T21:23:00.000+09:00

I can feel that my blog is dying soon D:
My mom was here and was so busy fitting my time into hers
And she was busy fitting her time into mine too

But 1week passed by really fast
I cant even remember what have i done the few days ago

But i bought a new shirt :DDDD
And bought one for Justin

I like it. :)

And as usual everytime my mom come i will grow fat
not just a little but ALOT .___.
So now i need to try to change my eating time back.

Bought the Moving Spray for Joy and Flip.
Waiting for their feedback.

Just cut my hair just now.
Same like no others
But i like it to be short :D

Waiting for Friday to come
Cause it's working day :)

120410

2010-04-12T23:43:00.001+09:00

Teardrops are falling on my hand, they keep falling.

Tearing WONT HELP anything

So please stop crying.

Maybe in the end, I'll hurt either 1 of you.

But how can i possibly satisfy 2 of you at the same time

I tears because of you grandma.

No one know how much it hurts.

No matter what's the final decision

Please remember

I love you, mom.

I love you, dad.

110410

2010-04-11T02:45:00.000+09:00

Ewww okay I admit I'm stupid enough

Just get cuts all around my hand

All scars

Just like the others said

Scars will always be there .__.

Anyway who cares.

Takkan someone see your hand to choose whether to be your friend or not, right?

With all those scars

It proves that i really work hard okay

GEEEESS

Another 4days and my mom will be reaching D:

I'm looking forward to getting my jersey from my beloved coach, FREDDIE LAW.

And foods :D

WOOOTSS

I chop and sign to confirm i sure grow fat by time -.-

This sem's homework and things to learn is like sibeh tough and many

Dont know how to cope

Must finish it everyday before switching on my computer sehh

This is rules and regulation for myself

Promise myself to score very well until i graduate

since I'm not taking any other subjects other than Japanese.

In life, i know that

i NEED to balance up everything

Too much of anything is still equally bad

I need SUN and SPORTS desperately.

080410

2010-04-08T21:44:00.001+09:00

Another semester started yesterday

M51

Grown up.

When KOHIYAMA SENSEI walked in

I was so excited.

But when she gave us the Schedule

I realize her name was not in it.

And right, she told us she's not teaching us.

She's just representing SOROJI SENSEI

I got my timetable.

And i started thinking

My form teacher was the same as last semester.

The other teacher is NIKAIDO SENSEI

I guess he's a fun teacher

I have no idea cause I'll only start his class tomorrow.

Activities for this semester will be Sports Day

No idea how does this thing run D;

First time for Sports Day

Wonder do they have Volleyball or Basketball

I have not receive my report paper from teacher

Others received theirs.

OMG Why am i the only one left out D:

Maybe teacher wants to write more about me

And it took her DAYSSSS

Next week all mixed subjects are starting soon.

MATHS

ECONOMICS

GEOGRAPHY

HISTORY

ENGLISH

I hate it when it ends at 3.45pm the latest

Stressed!

Got to speech a little next Thursday

It's about ' My Recommendation '

I guess I will recommend something about Tioman Island

Since their countries are all four season countries

At least something freshiuuuu for them :DDD

Maybe I should not care so much.

So that I would not get hurt.

You never know how hurt it was.

It's bleeding.

How to stop it .__.

060410

2010-04-05T17:26:00.000+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JOYIN WONG

My ADEKK's birthday today!

Errr... Happy 16th Birthday!

Wanted to present you something but you refuse.

Don't say me heartless okay.

Put your handsome picture here laa :DD

Hope can meet you up when i go back.

Mr. Busy

Please save some time for me.

Stop emo-ing already can.

It's your birthday!

Like it or not

You have to accept this wish

chweet chweet :D

020410

2010-04-02T14:41:00.000+09:00

I ♥ NERD

Finally everything is on the track now.

Jobs. Studies. Room. Expenses.

Manage to balance everything up now

And now I'm looking forward to my mom's arrival.

On the 15th ;)

Mom's arrival = Malaysia's food! = Nagging (LOL!)

And for me, I'm gonna have story telling time for her since she's so interested

with all those gossips

Currently my time table for the holiday is all messed up

5.00am Sleep

3.00pm Wake up

6.00pm Bfast + Lunch + Dinner

9.00pm Snack time

(According to Japan Time)

And this schedule just go on and on D:

My mom is so going to kill me soon

Oh yah! And there's one more warning to all those youngsters

Never ever let your mom mess with your Facebook.

Cause they just like to take things to serious

It's not bad taking things seriously

But Facebook is just a game

Ishhhh Don't know how to say now

Just wanna tell my dear mom

It's just a game

And above statements are all JUST KIDDING!

You still can mess up with my FB if you want.

I'm brave cause i've done nothing wrong.

I hope you understand this.

Okok JUMP!

After 3 days of offdays

I'm back to work

Tonight 6-10pm

But.......I'm sleepy D;

I can hold secrets.

310310

2010-03-31T21:31:00.000+09:00

Time flies.

Tomorrow will be a new start for April

Few days ago there's totally no internet connection

I nearly jump off from the window

Until a phone call came

Paid off the internet fees at 7-11

Went back home and on my computer

After about 10minutes

I shouted : INTERNET IS READY!

My roommate was like rushing into the room and online

Everyone is dying if the internet problem still goes on D:

End Term Exam's result is out!

;)

Above expectation ?

hmm...

I guess yeah but as usual

Kanji cant get 100 marks though

At least all passed

Level 5 next semester

Stress leveled up at the same time.

I want a true friend that can stay by my side.

I miss my Mr.Ryan

Are you getting on well there ?

I know i hoped too much

How long more can i stand with it

Maybe I'm better off alone.

♥

270310

2010-03-27T14:57:00.000+09:00

I know it's been so long since i really update my blog
Busy maaa
And that's why i hate when the semester is going to end
Everything rush rush rush like Superman

24th March 2010

Presentation for the act play
Results are out on the same day too

While the presentation is going on

Ming Ru with his last speech before the announcement of the results

The best actress - Liu Yuan

The best actor - Ming Ru

The best narrator - TaeJin

The best group

M43 Graduation Class Photo

After class I still have English End Term Exam

And after the exam I went to Gasto to do revision for the End Term Exam.

We're supposed to study and see what are they doing

She's figuring why she cant get back to her slim figure

Their PURIKURA's

My coffee just to keep me awake

I went home around 9pm
Go home so early but slept at 2am

25 March 2010

End Term Test!!!
I guess everything should be okay
but for the essay.....
ERRRR SCREWED

KANJI must get 100!
My only hope.

Getting my results on 30th

After the exam we went YAYOIKEN for lunch
Then we go somewhere damn far
Stay over at friend's house

Play with almost everything she got

The owner

She play with her hair permer

She play with her Netbook

I play with her specs. HAHAHAHA

We had some drink and we headed to sleep at 2am AGAIN!

26 March 2010

Malaysia student gathering with KCP's teacher
We cook Malaysia's food for teachers

We cooked
Prawn Mee
Laksa
TomYam
Pisang Goreng
Nasi Ayam
Bubuchacha
Rojak
NanRu Chicken Wing

My Fatimah and Siti

Poor thing OKADA-SENSEI

You can choose which wife you want HAHAHA

Busy writing the graduation questionnaire

YAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM SENG!

We went and took a group photo under a sakura tree.

Ok. It's a loooooooooong story so i should stop here.
;)))

Ryan is leaving for NS tomorrow afternoon :(

250310

2010-03-26T00:07:00.001+09:00

I was foolish to believe that everything will end after that storm

I'm stupid. I'm fool.

I'm not a puppet.

Fcuk off

Money may not be important to you
but my dad does not own a money printer

I thought i would have a nice party after End Term Test.

And this really turns off the whole party mood.

EFF

But who knows?

NOBODY FUCKING KNOWS

How insecure every night i sleep

How emo i look when im on the train thinking of those effing game

You don't want to know

Cause I don't want to make you tears.

210310

2010-03-21T16:31:00.000+09:00

It comes to an end of March.

And this semester is going to end

For some people

they may be leaving Tokyo

Life still need to go on

Sometimes there's still something we can't control

Why don't we just let it go

It's just a mature lead with a childish play.

Nothing comes if you don't learn to let it go.

180310

2010-03-18T17:04:00.001+09:00

There's still my dream to pursue

Even though that 1 step may risk my life

I will choose to take the risk

Everyone have their own dream in their mind

It's just a matter of success or failure

I will pursue my dream

Culinary arts - Pastries

I will come back for you.

It's the dream I'm after of

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always going to want to make it move

Always going to be an uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb.

170310

2010-03-17T21:33:00.001+09:00

Lost my way along my life

When piles and piles of works are waiting for me to finish it

And all those pressure secretly lies under it

White hairs and dark eye circles

Oh please, I never love you all

The only time in a day i can catch a sleep

is when I'm in the train

It's not yet that pathetic

But seriously it's not easy

How to keep my soul alive

I would like to know

130310

2010-03-13T12:58:00.000+09:00

It's graduation day last night

But after the morning's Graduation Ceremony

The afternoon's Graduation Buffet

and the evening's Graduation Coffee-Time

I was knocked down at 9pm ( Japan Time )

That's why i cant get to update my blog

Although there's nothing special

but i can still feel the sadness

Especially the choir part

Photos to share today :)

Gan and Ken

Sanghwa and Wanxin

Hoyon and Genhaku

The crowds

Chabo and Me

The stage from the audience seats

The audience

The KOTO performance

The KOTO performers

The Higashi's

Everything ended and i guess they have still a long way to go

Congratulations and all the best

Thanks for guiding us along the way

110310

2010-03-11T21:22:00.000+09:00

I was late for school today

All thanks to the stupid SAIKYO LINE

Was late for almost 30 minutes

I thought I missed my exams but thank god I'm still in time for it

Finally ended 2 of my tests

And the script for the act play

Seriously dont know what I'm writing about in the script

I was totally exhausted after everything

Felt like I'm close to Heaven.

~~I buried our memories, deep inside.~~

090310

2010-03-09T17:23:00.000+09:00

I thought it was finally time for me to pay attention on the End Term Test but who knows here comes the act play that we need to actually sketch the whole story by this Thursday. It's ranged around 4-5 person and you can have one narrator which i hope the narrator was me. I'm thinking whether should i write Humpty Dumpty. = =

Now what should i do ?

Yesterday was chatting with my roommate until 3am

We both went through the same thing since we were here

But the only thing that make us different

that is she was here for 1 year

And I'm only like 5months ?!

Things was totally out of what i thought

So you guys think that Japanese have courtesy and they are good ?

You're wrong

I actually witnesses how a teenage girl or rather name her as BITCH

snatching seats with an old lady

Even MORON knows we have to give up seats to the elders in any public transport

And you know what

I realized people here are so living-in-their-own-world

Just because they have the highest technology

Their living like a robot

A robot that have no emotions

no feeling

They would not bother to apologize when they step on your foot

or bump into you accidentally

In fact, they will turn back and stare at you

like you're the one who was in wrong

for not moving away for him/her

Of course, this does not goes to every Japanese

but i must say mostly the TEENAGERS here

I can just say Japan is a good place for travelling

but i don't think it's a good place to further our studies

Staying too long here will end up having your brain mental unstable

Off for work

There will not be Japanese working today

So i guess it's honeymoon.

那是我們都回不去的從前

070310

2010-03-07T17:08:00.000+09:00

Who wanna tattoo ?

I'm thinking of having one but don't quite know what to tattoo

050310

2010-03-07T00:48:00.000+09:00

Bus Trip to IBARAKI-KEN

We went 3 places in a day

Chateau Kamiya

Potiron

Warp Station EDO

Frankling speaking

It's a little disappointing

cause not much activities and it's quite boring

Cause it's more about histories

The best part was making pizza

It was so fun

We manage to baked a nice pizza

with the cheese and sausage

wheeewit

I wanna try to make again when I'm back to Malaysia

For those who will appreciate it :)

This is our tag

Reached Potiron at 10am

Discussing where to go with our class teacher - EGUCHI SENSEI :D

Taking photo while the others was playing GO-KART

We are the leaders ;D

The kids love him because he gave them sweets

He love my specs D:

He lost to me in ARCHERY ;D

This thing was funny

Our pizza before baking

We don't call ourselves superstars.

My pizza after baking :D

MALAYSIA BOLEH

We reached Chateau Kamiya

Our last destination - Warp Station EDO

At 4pm we ended our trip

But we went SHIN-OOKUBO again for dinner and late night activities

10 of us drank about 3 bucket of this and 3 bottle of SHOCHU

And we ate this. Some kind of Korean food.

Cheers for M43

And we got free karaoke session in the restaurant for 1 hour :D

We went 2nd round at the other Army-designed Restaurant

Their special way of drinking MAKGELRI - Korean wine.

Our photo and the 2 japanese girls that was seating at the table beside us.

We was playing together.

In the end i left earlier cause I'm afraid there's no more transport to go home

And i reached home at 12am

More photos will be uploaded at FACEBOOK.

Search for Janine Sieow or j9sieow@hotmail.com

060310

2010-03-06T23:58:00.002+09:00

There's a china bitch working in my working place and she's seriously a fucking bitch. I guess it's because of this kind of people that's why China have such a bad reputation. She thinks that she know a lot and she thinks that she's pretty that really pissed me off. She just cant stop complaining about every single thing she does. She thinks that she works very fast. I do think that customer have their own right to choose wherever they want to seat or whatever they want to eat. There's no need to scold bad words if the customer came in and just ordered a beer. It's not like you're paying for them and it's not that their not paying. I just cant stand you keep nagging and scolding about customer in my ears when I'm so damn fucking busy. It's not that I'm doing nothing and slacking there. Cant you be more understanding? You are human and so am i. So just shut the fuck up and stop deteriorating China's reputation.

060310

2010-03-06T17:02:00.000+09:00

Finally I'm done with my blogskin.

All because of this blogskin

I stayed up until 4.30am last night

Just finish editing the friend list

I lost most of the blog links

So whoever who is not in the list please leave a message

So that I can relink you guys

Sorry for the inconvenience.

030310

2010-03-03T18:33:00.000+09:00

As you can see I've deleted my music player

cause it's quite a nuisance

Some people like it and some people don't

I thought of changing my blogskin but dont quite know how it works

So i GAVE UP in the end .__.

Hope that someone who is free enough to teach me

FOR EXAMPLE

BIANG

LING

MOJOJOJO

LI YING

SERMIN

They have cool blogskins

Something damn funny happened in class today

DURING ENGLISH LESSONS

I feed the cat.

I ___ the animals.

We are supposed to change it into past tense.

I know you guys must be thinking

' You guys still learn past present tense even after high school? '

I wanted to ask my teacher too

.__.

So a guy was called to read the answer

There he goes ' I FED the animals.

But i heard ' I FCUK the animals.

I was laughing like hell there

then i started to tell the guy beside me

he LOL too

Then he started repeating the sentence

Those in the class who can understand what are we talking

LAUGH THEIR ASS OFF

OMG that shows how important is pronunciation

It's okay if you dont have American Slang

But please get the pronunciation right

Youcantunderstandhowifeelcauseyou'renotme.

There'sneverforever.

Undercover-ed.

030310

2010-03-03T00:02:00.000+09:00

Yeah, today is some SOHAI'S birthday

Although he have those AH BENG looks

but he has a kind heart. = =

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

JOE CHONG WEI NIAN

'Aiyo ahjoe ahh ! Old liao lorr'

He chose to go LAOS to help the poverty

I guess that's the best birthday he ever had

Better than clubbing = =

I cant deny he's a good person

I guess he's qualified to be 'YES! MAN'

He says 'YES!' to almost everything

= =

You're a good friend to me

Maybe we're more than friends

but belum sampai couple laaa

= =

Words cant express how important are you to me

Thanks for being there everytime

Hope you have a great birthday at LAOS

Take care and see you in 2weeks time

Buddy

270210

2010-02-27T20:53:00.000+09:00

Cant believe March is coming soon

Time really flies

And i hope that time keeps on flying till the day i go home

Went to ECOLE DE PATISSERIE DE TOKYO Professional College today

They were having some DESSERT FESTIVAL

It was fun

I get to do my own doughnut and crepes

and bring back home

Here's some photos

Yeah you're right

Every part of it is edible

There's more of it

Please CLICK ME

My doughnut

Her doughnut

All thanks to my friend's PENTAX K-x

Just now my manager called me and he was laughing all the way

I wonder what was happening

Anyway looking forward to work tomorrow

Tomorrow will be the last day of the month

I'm waiting for 15th

My results are out

It's not too bad

At least better than what I thought

Except for comprehension

But i think i have to keep it up

I'm planning to take JLPT 2 first in JULY

So will have to start studying by now

Next Friday will be the Bus Trip

Looking forward to it too

如果我变成回忆

走出了这场生命

230210

2010-02-23T22:14:00.001+09:00

I was chosen as the leader for the Bus Trip

And the cute reason was

I can speak English with the American's in case of emergency

FUHH

I know it was a lame reason

And i was totally blurred by teacher

But since the job is so damn easy

Just picking up calls if there's anyone cant turn up last minute

And that's all
I guess i can accept it as a challenge laa
._.

Although i don't really know what's the main point of it

But i hope i can have one more piece of pizza

or either one more cup of wine :)

Mid Term Test results is coming out

OMG

Hope that i wont pee on my pants

Geees

I totally cant stand the place im working now

They actually arrange me to work for 1day for this week

OMG when can i only earn enough money to buy my BABY Pentax ?

SHIT YOU

Anyway my MP3 is dying soon i guess

The battery gone crazy

Sometimes it will appear ' BATTERY DISCONNECTED '

WTH

Then my dad said is because my MP3 sensed that

it's owner is thinking of the others (iTouch)

That's why it gone berserk

= =

Summer i need you much

I know ♥ cant work things out.

210210

2010-02-21T17:18:00.000+09:00

Dear Janine Sieow, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Your view on yourself:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Other people find you very interesting
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : But you are really hiding your true self
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Your friends love you because you are a good listener
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You like serious
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Smart
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Determined people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You don't judge a book by its cover
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship

The seriousness of your love:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are very serious about relationships
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If you meet the right person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You will fall deeply
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Beautifully in love

Your views on education:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Education is less important than the real world out there
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Away from the classroom
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Deep inside you want to start working
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Earning money
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Living on your own

The right job for you:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You're a practical person
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Will choose a secure job with a steady income
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Knowing what you like to do is important
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Find a regular job doing just that
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You'll be set for life

How do you view success:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Success in your career is not the most important thing in life
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are content with what you have
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working

What are you most afraid of:
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are concerned about your image
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : The way others see you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : It's time for you to believe in who you are
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Not what you wear

What i want in the end will not come true

I know

Hiding myself

Forgive me for not being true to myself

Cause that hurts too much

And the worst thing is you'll never know

I rather cheat myself from the beginning

It helps ease my pain

170210

2010-02-18T01:22:00.000+09:00

Fuhhh Abandoned my blog for quite a long time i guess

So many things happening these few days

Chinese New Year

Valentine's Day

Mid Term Test

Not much celebration

We had Steamboat in the New Year Eve

Then went ASAKUSA on the first day

Then went ChinPei's house for another Steamboat Night on the 2nd day

Ate alot again as usual

Im kinda tired and malas

So just let those pictures talk :)

And we celebrated his girlfriend's birthday

And today is my Mid Term Exam

Spend the whole night studying while ...

FORGET IT

Then after exam went MingRu's house and cut his hair

Went back after dinner

First year first time celebrating CNY without families

It's really suffering

If i can choose

I don't want to grow up

So what's me to you?

130210

2010-02-13T02:12:00.000+09:00

13-02-10

Happy Birthday to my BOSS

DUADUALIAT

Dont suspect

His name memang big big biji =.=

All the best in everything

Hope that you can do well in your photography

Find more feel and create more funny things

Wait for my PENTAX

GEEEEEE

Ok 1 2 3 Let's Jump

Yesterday 3 of us gone crazy and we decided to change our room style

So we vacuumed and clean and wipe and move

And finally after 1 hour

We're DONE !

So here's my new FENGSHUI room

This is my new room

Someone can be stupid enough thought that i moved again

I rather kill myself or sleep at the roadside

than moving once again

T_T

And that dumb guy cant be others

and that is CHONGWEINIAN

= =

Suddenly all those bad things just flow into my life

Lem is leaving Japan today

She just decided yesterday and she'll be leaving tonight

or either tomorrow morning

Although we just get to know each other for 4 months i guess

But definitely it will more or less affect me

It's fun shouting your nice nickname in school

And i know we dont have that chance anymore

Hope that 1 day we'll get to know

Why you chose to leave in such a sudden

Anyway, All the Best.

Ok 1 2 3 Jump !

Next , it will be St.John

Although I'm away from school even away from Malaysia

But i still cant stop myself from helping juniors solving their problem

Memang sakit hati betul

Even Melvin tak tahan me help them :)

Luckily everything is solved.

And everybody was happy with it

A leader leads a team

A team guides a leader

Never forget

It will only be

' All together we are the best! '

It'll be next to impossible if you're standing alone wanting to success.

Keep it up, Juniors !

Ok and i shall end here.

Thanks to JiaQie

I've changed my FB profile picture

Cause she just cant stand my grandma looks so young

xDD

Thanks dude anyway.

Lonely New Year Eves

100210

2010-02-11T01:03:00.000+09:00

Craving for another pack of XiaoManTou

My work shift is out

And unfortunately

This Sunday - Chinese New Year Day 1

I'll be working till 11pm

Yeah i guess it's God helping me to FASTFORWARD all these

Serious talk

1st year

All by myself

How you want me not to think

I'm still a human filled with blood and emotion

Everyone out there

Happy Chinese New Year

For those who is as lonely as me

CHEERS